加油镱缤!!

I'm trying to be strong.. I have to!

Things happen earlier in office (after knocked off time). All my colleagues left office to home..Left me, gm & muthu in office. So quiet.

Stayed back to do the cpf submission thingy. Realised i did alot mistakes. Yes, its my fault that I make those mistakes.

But sometimes i really 不甘炎(did i use the right word?? anyway, the "sound" is there)!!

Reasons:
SHE (my 师父) say wanna teach me the payroll thingy. She will teach half here, half there..
I hate it most when she ask me don touch part a (for eg), then when i submit for signature, she ask y i din amend part a. and many other things. Obviously, if u teach me one short, everything in, i will roughly noe the process right?? Worst is I ask her to chk for me since its 1st time, she say ok but mistakes over and over again, but she din spot. Ya, maybe its nt her coy.. but y can she so irresponsible?!!

Arghh.. At times, i really really wanna quit!! Am i really in the wrong line AGAIN?!! What else can i do? I feel sooo useless ley.. sobsob.. (i teared in office, lucky no colleagues here le)

带我走，带走我~ 带我走，带走我~

Earlier abt the cpf thingy. Submission dateline is 14th (which is tml) and today she then teach me hw to do, and its OVER THE PHONE at the time of 5.15pm!! Its about knock off time..

Worst, i did wrong again. So worry now. I dono hw to face my boss. I really wanna tell him i wanna quit. But my lecturers hv been telling the class hw bad economy are.. I cant live without $$.. Why $ so impt!!

Hw i wish i can leave this world soon!! Im soo sooo bloody tired...

Dad said me.. u happily working at bms.. who ask u to resign. I regretted! Although the pay nt as high as here, but the colleagues really really very gd to me. I really miss them, miss working with them. At least no back-stabbing, no gossiping, they are fun-loving, they help each other at work.. they really treat me one family..

Well, no turn road le..

I guess, i will throw my letter soon, as least gottan be more responsible to finish my on-hand jobs. finished up coy D&D since im one of the committee members. Now doing the self-create invitation card. Weekend still need OT. Im trying handling the stress i hving..

I can do it...!! can i actually.... ? sigh~....