23 February 2009

depress again

It had been v long since i get depression..

Tdy is due to work.. + monday blue

im really v stress out from work and study.

Exams are coming, getting stress up.. assignments deadline.. stress

cried out in office tdy..

i was tinkg.. y am i working so unhappy? will i endure here really helps??

I really wanna tender, but after tender, wat can i do? will dear pressure me over $ again?

I scare i cant it one day tat i might commit sucide to give up my life..

why? At times i really really regret chg job then.. at times im glad i chg cos im given the chance to learn HR.. but i felt i don like and nt happy still.. am i really in wrong line? sigh~

05 February 2009

Feeling lost

Change bloggie name again cos so happen my colleague know my bloggie address. So don feel like writing my bloggy having knowing that she will read. + she really a big mouth. I don like..

Anyway, I HATE MY JOB!!

Feel no respect in my job. Feel most of my colleagues sux!

One bitchy ah lian, one big mouth, one 2-headed snake, one yao jing cum greediness!!

Arghhh

I really wanna leave here, yet i don hv the courage to do so.. why?? COS $$$

Sigh~ haiz... so tired.. guess i need recharge!!